Life Goes On

That little phrase is something I'm gonna have to live. No matter what I say or want or even how bad I want it there's no way I can have it so life must go on without it. Every night for awhile I will dream of it wishing somehow it could happen but then I must also wake up in the morning to find that it never will come true and I must learn to move on. Though it will be hard, seemingly impossible, nothing is impossible with God and I will need His help and guidance to make myself go on. All things like this happen for a reason, right? I only wish I knew what that reason was. I know it will work out for my good, it is just difficult to know how. It's amazing how a less than five minute conversation can make a day so forlorn and miserable. Trying to hide my broken heart deep down inside away from questioning eyes, who knew it could be so hard... and yet life will go on no matter how difficult, I will find out that this was for my good, I only wish that I didn't have to find out this way........